Wednesday, May 31, 2006

Your Sexy Halloween Costume Is
Heaven's Hottie Angel
What Sexy Halloween Costume Are You?

posted by Mel @ 9:08 PM 0 comments

Your Wedding Gown Is
L'Amour Style 8410 Wedding Gown
What's Your Wedding Gown?

posted by Mel @ 9:04 PM 0 comments

Your Cute Bikini Is
Jungle Love Bikini
What Cute Bikini Should You Wear?

posted by Mel @ 9:02 PM 0 comments

Monday, May 29, 2006

Changes...That's just the way it is..Things will never be the same....

people change...

it's a sad reality that i just have to face...

or i just expect too much from people....

or maybe i just need a good bonk on the head for me to realize that it won't always be happy...

it is a roller coaster...

that's why whenever you feel so happy...

savor every freaking minute of it....

because when it is all gone...

all you have are just memories...

the good ones...

of how it used to be...

just memories.... *sigh*

posted by Mel @ 7:35 PM 0 comments

I feeL LikE SHIIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Having monthly period is a curse.....actually it is not the period that's killing me but the PMS!
The depression...when i get super sensitive about little things...overly emotional..damn it!!! i really really hate it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

posted by Mel @ 7:25 PM 1 comments

Friday, May 26, 2006

SoMeThiNg To PoNdEr


A black child isolated himself from a group of kids playing in front of a church.

A baloon salesman tried to get their attention so he released one red baloon and it soared up high then the blue and then the yellow, it all went soaring up until it all disappeared.

The black boy asked the man, "Sir, if you released the black baloon, would it go as high as the others?"

The salesman answered, "It isn't the color, son. It's what's inside that makes it rise."

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Thursday, May 25, 2006

PoNdEriNg....

The importance of something is seen when it is done...

The worth of someone is realized when it's gone...

For it will always be a mystery

That we realize the essence when it's already a memory...


Trials are like FIRE

It can destroy or strengthen you

Depending on your character and outlook in life...

Remember

The FIRE that melts butter,

Is the same Fire

That hardens STEEL.

---- These are so applicable to what's happening around me these days.....

posted by Mel @ 7:42 PM 0 comments

You Don't See Me
This is the place where I sit
This is the part where I love you too much
Is this as hard as it gets
Cause I'm getting tired of pretending I'm tough
I'm here if you want me
I'm yours, you can hold me
I'm empty and aching and tumbling and breaking
Cause you don't see me
And you don't need me
And you don't love me
The way I wish you would
The way I know you could
I dream a world where you understand
That I dream a million sleepless nights
I dream of fire when you’re touching my hand
But it twists into smoke
When I turn on the lights
I’m speechless and faded
It's too complicated
Is this how the book ends?
Nothing but good friends
Cause you don't see me
And you don't need me
And you don't love me
The way I wish you would
The way I wish you would
This is the place in my heart
This is the place where I’m falling apart
Isn’t this just where we met?
And is this the last chance that I’ll ever get?
I wish I was lonely
Instead of just only
Crystal and see-through and not enough to you
Cause you don't see me
And you don't need me
And you don't love me
The way I wish you would
Cause you don't see me
And you don't need me
And you don't love me
The way I wish you would
The way I know you could
***
This song holds a lot of memories for me..good ones..:p
The italicized lyrics especially....
You Don't See Me From Josie and the Pussycats ( 2001 )
( to those who haven't seen this...cute movie..rockin' soundtrack..)

posted by Mel @ 6:13 PM 0 comments

SCOTTY DOESN'T KNOW
Scotty doesn't know that Fiona and me Do it in my van every Sunday.
She tells him she's in church but she doesn't go
Still she's on her knees and Scotty doesn't know!
Oh Scotty doesn't know!
So Don't Tell Scotty!
Scotty doesn't know! Scotty doesn't know!
So Don't Tell Scotty!
Fiona says she's out shopping,
But she's under me and I'm not stopping...
Because Scotty doesn't know! Scotty doesn't know! (X3)
So don't tell Scotty! Scotty doesn't know!
Don't tell Scotty!
I can't believe he's so trusting,
While I'm right behind you thrusting.
Fiona's got him on the phone,
And she's trying not to moan.
It's a three-way call and he knows nothing!
Scotty doesn't know!(X3)
So don't tell Scotty! Scotty doesn't know!(X3)
We'll put on a show!
Everyone will go!
Scotty doesn't know!(x3)
The parkin lot Why not?
It's so cool when you're on top!
His front lawn in the snow
Life is so hard because Scotty doesn't know!
We did it on his birthday... Scotty doesn't know!(X4)
Scotty doesn't know!
Scotty won't know!
Scotty doesn't know!
Scotty's gotta know!
Gotta tell Scotty!
Gotta tell him myself!
Scotty doesn't know! (X10)

***
love this song by Lustra From The OSt of Eurotrip ( 2003 )...
i know it is a mean song..hehe..poor Scotty..but still a good song!:)
_______
to anybody who's has this song...lucky you!
Still can't get a hold of it..:(

posted by Mel @ 5:37 PM 0 comments

Tuesday, May 23, 2006

RanTinGs Of A hEaRt...BooHoo....

I was about to post something here today but I am not yet done with it...

'Spose to finish that today but...

I guess my creative juices are now in hibernation because I cannot concentrate...

I keep on thinking about my two friends...

It is not relly about me but it truly affects me in a way...

I know I won't be the only one who feels this way or who will feel this way once the news gets out...

I am sad...

If this doesn't work out as I wish it would then things won't be the same anymore...

It saddens me not only because I will miss the two of them together....

But because....

Okay...I am a romantic...

It makes me smile and giggly when I see Lolos and Lolas still holding hands and going out...watching movies...

Their wrinkled hands do not stop them from going out and having fun and most importantly loving each other....

That's why it hurts me in a way to see people separating...

My ultimate question is always: Why? Sometmes I just do not understand...

But inspite of all these I am still loving the idea of love...

I know that in time these people going through the heartaches and the pain...

They will be happy...

Much stronger individuals...

Been there...Done that...

It hurts like hell yes...

As If the pain is never ending...

Prayers and Faith...

Friends and booze...

I got through it...

Mostly because of faith...

I did not give up...

God does not give us problems we cannot face...

It's a cliche but that's the truth...

I am a romantic...

I will continue to be one...

Despite of all this...

But...

I will miss those two...

Definitely...






posted by Mel @ 8:48 PM 1 comments

Thursday, May 18, 2006

When life throws you lemons, make lemonades.

When it throws you scrap, make a quilt.

Life is 10 % of what happens to you, and 90 % of how you respond to it...

So make it good!

***reminds me of VA training...:p

posted by Mel @ 8:41 PM 0 comments

"There are three kinds of people in the world:
those who can count, and those who cannot."

posted by Mel @ 8:26 PM 0 comments

Wednesday, May 17, 2006

FrEe SoUp

I am now at work..having my 3rd and last 30 minute break..hanep yung lunch namin..konting nguya lang sabay lunok na.Di ko msyadong nalasap yung niluto ni Shey na ulam..kasi naman 30 minutes lng ang lunch..may gulay!! Pabilisan kami...kala ko ako mauuna matapos..naunahan pa rin ako ni Xarah.hehe..At dahil wala kaming mga baong rice at ayaw naming bumili ng 11 pesos na rice from jollibee..go kami sa mga karinderya sa tabi tabi at kahit rice lng ang inorder namin..for 7 pesos.hehe..pinaorder ko na lng si Eds ng gulay para di masyado nkakahiya.Pero ang sarap sa karinderya..may free hot soup..yum!!bagay dun sa fried pork ni Shey.

And habang naglalakad pabalik sa ofis..sabay na ang yosi at wala ng powder powder pag upo ko sa station ko calls na agad....

I want the 1 hour lunch back....Next week..:)

Thank You Shey Bangs for the food...mwah!!!:p

Ngugutom na naman ako...di bale 90 mins na lang..uwian na..

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Sunday, May 07, 2006

FLoSs

"The road to being an adult is never ending. My father at the age of 73 is still realizing some things on his own. When we think we know everything that's when tragedy strikes. That's when our souls and brains turn into floss."- Celine Lopez

I am not really that fond of her but i read her article on Phil.Star last Jan.'06 and i cannot help but agree. It is not just about new years and resolutions. it is all about learning about the world around us and most importantly ourselves. Forgiving ourselves for the mistakes we've made and likewise, those who have wronged us. Things that hurt us are only there for us to learn. And the things that make us happy are there to make us realize that there is just so much more to come.

And i absolutely love this line from that article - "And remember, don't be too hard on yourself. Someone once said that the life you want to change is actually a life someone else wants to have."

I doubt that too many times. My wacked up family "issues" are just too wired that it seems like it was taken right out of a Filipino soap opera - full of antagonists and a way too complicated story line.hehe. But like i always say, God doesn't give us problems we cannot solve. And what doesn't kill you will only make you stronger. Well i could go on and on with all the inspirational quotations that may apply in our situation. i dunno but sometimes, when i get to read them, it lightens up the burden even for a bit. these lines actually help!!!!:)

Another would be crying your hearts out especially with someone that you know will understand. I have always kept a strong facade in front of Mama and even with Audie and Angel. it is hard but i got used to it. i got used to it so much that there were times that i actually believe myself - that evrything is okay and that i can still take it. Sometimes you just have to really psyche yourself and you would be surprise with the results. it will all just be nothing to you. After the pouring out of emotions and the crying (i did this with Mel...hehe...Thanx beybi!) - it actually feels good.:)

But of course nothing can beat a sincere and honest to goodness prayer!!!:) this has been tried and tested and it never fails..:)

My life right now is somewhat on hold. I have so many plans...but i have to put them on hold first...do something because i need to do it not because i want to do it..but that's for now. I know pretty soon i will be able to do what i love to do. Start pursuing all the goals that i have planned for my life. I know in God's perfect timing everything will fall into place. Getting to that point in my life would be a sweet sweet moment...sometimes it is good to experience hardships and trials, disappointments and heartaches before you experience pure bliss and joy - because after those bitter moments you will get to really appreciate every little thing -- every little blessing that God will give you.

posted by Mel @ 8:01 PM 0 comments